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Faces And Mirrors: Some Pictures of Myself in Character

I wish I had more of these, but for some reason there simply are too few pictures of the huge number of live-action games I've participated in these past eleven years (and practically none of the earlier ones, or of my more elaborate getups). However, better few than none, right? For now, this is altogether a work in progress!

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And now, on with the show:

Aino Gylling, opera singer, grande diva, and completely unscrupulous murderess. "Vanerikreivitär" - "The Plywood Countess", a murder mystery in 30's Finland, June 1997, by Peter Munter, Esko Vesala, Kalle Kivimaa and many others I can't remember. The dress is red lamé gathered on top of a red off-the-shoulder dance leotard, and was ankle-length; you can see a later incarnation in one of Kaarina's pictures.

Picture by Ilkka Puusaari; many more beautiful pictures in his gallery.

Dianora of Goblin Marshes, a human empath-healer who ended up in the company of an ancient half-elf shaman-ranger, Ainaril, who was the soul of the Goblin Marshes... and in the end, became his love and wife. "Goblin Marshes VI", July 1997, a battle game by Miika and Tommi Linhola in the campaign forever closest to my heart. Picture by Lasse Vartiainen.

The skirt is from an ordinary clothes store, though I tore it open over one leg and wore brown leather pants and boots under it. The vest is wool, trimmed with fake fur. The chemise is thin dupioni silk, and has been with me ever since, though I added length (and recently, lace) to the sleeves, and it's now stained, discoloured, torn and wonderfully soft...

Princess Pa'u of Byblos, dedicated as a priestess of Ishtar. "Amarna 1350BC" (Päivi Miettunen et al.), 1998. One of the first properly researched historical games I'd been in, and a great success.

Picture by Lasse Vartiainen (cropped by me), taken during the debrief session. Looking tired, wearing a black wig and something completely non-historical dragged on that morning (not that my costume was very historical anyway - it mostly consisted of red veils) (though no, I definitely did not wear a wristwatch in-game!).

The Snow Leopard, a spirit of the Northern Taiga. "Taverna - A Short Introduction to Randomness 1B", July 1999, a crossgenre-crossuniverse-game by Lin Savisalo, Susi Vaasjoki and myself. Had a great time, all thanks to the players; learned a lot. Makeup by Nina Kalugin. Dress is mostly pieced together from a real foxfur coat (second-hand of course) and white fake fur, attached with the usual battalions of safety pins. Picture by Kalle Mikkola.

Corona Kawa of Domus again: the God-king's taciturn tomboy daughter whose mother comes from a Japan-esque culture. "Domus II", September 2000. The amazing underdress of black chiffon is on loan from Nina "Spider" Hämäläinen. In addition to that and the cream jacquard overdress (kimono-shaped except for the curved, flared hem), I'm wearing a short kimono of thin black satin tied with a sash of changing red silk, and black hakama on loan from Jukka Z. You can see me in the same costume, minus chiffon underdress, and with a different sash, in a more mischievous mood at the Ropecon costume show in 2001.

Picture by Kalle Mikkola. I love the way the severe colour scheme of the awesome portrait of Goddess Luna Magna is mirrored in Kawa's clothing (and, hopefully, her expression).

Weeping Willow, a Shawnee chieftain's daughter. "Neshwa", August 2001, a fantastically atmospheric day-and-night in the life of a Shawnee village in Ohio, 1809, by Anni Tolvanen et al. Picture by Anni herself (during debriefing). The dress is made according to the period-correct instructions given for the game, and consists of a wool apron-dress with ribbon trim, a cotton shirt with a big ruffle and flowered trim, and leather leggings, boots and belt. She's wearing a cross simply because she thought it looked nice when she got it in exchange from white merchants.

In the big picture, among many others, you can see the rest of the family: Chief Beartracks (Miika Vanhapiha, sitting 2nd from right, w/ shaved head), his wife Rainwoman (Päivi Miettunen, standing in the centre in a navy blouse), and younger daughter, Bird-of-Clay (Jenni Sahramaa, sitting at centre front).

Two pictures of Sorja of Hopiakoski, widow of the village sage in a small settlement in pre-Christian Finland. "Hallayö" - "The Night of Frost", September 2001, by the Greywolves. A day in the refugee camp of the first battle in the Finnish crusades, in 1150. Sorja's not wearing an apron, because she supposedly has torn it into bandages, but the true black of her wool peplos dress betrays her wealth. Note the lovely shoulder brooches of heavy Estonian silver - they were lost for four years after this, hiding in a secret side pocket of a tennis bag, and only recently turned up again. They are slightly wrong for the dress, a most of the Finnish finds for women's peplos dresses are of round bronze brooches, but this style was worn in the eastern parts (though in bronze), and I adore them.

Both pictures show Tammi of Rikala, our much-respected chief (Miika Vanhapiha, again, at left), and one of his housecarls, Petro (sorry, can't remember), flanking me. There's also Petro's wife Marjatta (Karoliina Salmelainen) and some people I can't recognize. The colour pic is by Nina Talvela, but I forgot to log who took the other one.

I can't remember her name, but this is a dealer/assassin on a God-forsaken lunar station in the 23rd century. "Hämärän Rajamailla 6: Nexus" - "On the Borders of Twilight 6: Nexus", April 2002. A 330-person science fiction game by a load of people from Jyväskylä. Picture by Samuli Airaksinen. (And yes, that is another hairpiece. And yes, I love my pink protective glasses!)

Marquess Genevieve du Villeneuve, known as "Madame Glace" in the most fashionable salon of the French rococo. "Elegance", July 2002, by Laura Kalli and Heli Aho. An incredibly stylish thirty-person game in the spirit of "Dangerous Liaisons", in which my character fulfilled the Michelle Pfeiffer role and then some. Well, I had asked to be seduced...

I wish I had a better picture of the dress, as I was inordinately proud of putting it together, from scratch, in three hours (except for the gold underdress, which I already had). So what if my panniers are made of foam plastic and silver tape...? The overdress ties at the bodice with three big silver bows, and has silver netting for ruffles on both sides of the skirt opening. But isn't everybody rather gorgeous in the large picture?

Julieta Ibarra (I think it was Julieta), a widowed houseservant on a rich hacienda, "Hacienda Eldorado", a game set in a small banana republic in the fifties, in the guaranteed style of PT et al. This was the game where the electricity failed due to a thunderstorm, and we ran out of soda that was substituting for drinks, so whatever anyone wanted for drinks, what they got was cold, diluted coffee. Despite these anecdotal misfortunes, it was a good game.

The black dress is borrowed and sacklike on me (very fitting for her impoverished status), the white apron quickly sewn together from an old sheet. I think this picture is by Tuomas Tammisto.

Jofrit of Borg (yeah yeah, I know, but what can you do?), the proud mistress of house and clan in an Icelandic valley in the eleventh century. "Lohilaakso II", August 2002, by Alasin ry. The General Ting of several neighbouring valleys in historical Iceland, according to the Saga of Egill. Wonderful, wonderful game, not least because of the lovely people who played my sons and daughter (as you may know, I am extremely reluctant of playing mothers of grown children).

This is another very nice picture from Ilendil's gallery. It's not his fault my eyes are nearly closed: they're terribly sensitive to direct sunlight. The big bronze brooches are on loan from Anni. The underdress is a thin linen-wool mix; the red stains are fake blood. The veil is cotton batiste; the trim is pure fantasy (as is the blue silk apron, and the bracelets and necklace are cheap costume jewellery). (Neither is the dress properly shaped for an apron-dress, for which the brooches should of course be oval, too.)

Caladnei, Royal Magician of Cormyr, from Forgotten Realms 3ed. sourcebook. "Faerun II - the Meeting", November 2002, by Atte Iiskola. This picture, taken by Atte, is actually half of one that also included Samu as Drizzt, but I worked on it some to have a proper portrait of Caladnei. Wanna go and compare? Here. (Yes, I'm wearing a leather vest: I thought it was more sensible than fabric for an experienced adventuress. Also, those shoulder metal thingies make no sense, so didn't even try to figure out what they were, but borrowed Anni's big bronze brooches once more for attaching the cape). And yes, my staff has a light, though not one that bright in reality.)

The tunic is the same that I later sold to Jukka, and can be seen on the page of costumes for others. The extra sleeves are just squares of raspberry velvet attached with safety pins. The cape - a half-circle with a big hood - is two separate layers: thin white wool out of old curtains and raspberry dupion silk.

"Lady" Hsaio Xin, mistress of a high-class bordello in 7th-century Middle Kingdom. "T'ien Ming I", May 2003, by Katri Immonen, Nino Hynninen and Roni Saari. Picture by Nino Hynninen.

This costume is modified and refined from the overcoat of Corona Kawa's sadly botched wedding costume from Domus IV (shown at the Ropecon costume show in 2002). Now it's about close to what it should have been then. Lesson: never, never, never take on even half as much sewing as you think you can handle while taking part in the arrangements of a game. The shape is the same as the cream kimono-dress above: kimono, except the hem is rounded and flared. The red dragon silk was Mom's gift from her trip to China; the turquoise belt and hem edgings are from an evening gown out of a thrift store.

Is that a hobbit? No, it's a Roman spy masquerading as a house-servant in an alternate medieval Germany. "Kristuskeisari 5" - "The Christ-Emperor 5", September 2003, by Juuso Marttila, Inka Tuomaala and Mikko Tähkänen. A very nice game, even if the character was not much to my liking - but it was my own choice, as I applied for a late substitute spot anyway.

I think this is one of the very few pictures of me during my blonde days. Here's a closer, if softer, look at the costume (the cape is borrowed, as I gave mine - or the one I made for Lin, actually - to someone playing a higher lady). Thr dress is a cheap, loose wool mix, and frays abominably. It has lacings at the sides. The underdress, on loan from Anni, is of dark brown cotton, and the belt is a loan from Lin. The coif is linen, a gift from Tofa after an SCA event where I helped a bit. Picture by Saara Mustakallio.

A fire elemental, an NPC servant for the mysterious Count at "Ruusu ja risti" ("The Rose and the Cross"), a late-medieval-Mage-flavoured game by PT et al. This was a spur-of-the-moment creation, but I ended up having surprising amounts of fun with it. The makeup is less artistic than could be: just basic red water-soluble Grimas cake and deep-gold powder colour (plus some brown shading and the obligatory eyeliner). The other monsters are Katri, Nino and Tyko (those things on Katri's face are beetroot ends). Picture by Roni Saari with Nino's camera.

Maria Elena, a 19th-century Andalusian girl with a romantic heart. "Vaikuta kohtaloosi B" ("Control Your Destiny B"), 2004, by Marika Harjusaari, Salla Ojanperä, Annika Rehn, Sonja Toropainen, Ari Rekonen & Mika-Matti Karikko. Picture by Mika-Matti Karikko (cropped by me). Scarves on loan from Marika.

Ilmatar, Mistress of Pohjola, legendary matriarch and witch in a mythological country to the north of Ancient Finland, from the "Pohjolan häät" replay in Pukkisaari, June 2005, by Laura Kalli (produced by Nina Talvela & Inka Harju). My vanity is sorely tested by all the old-person makeup that the scowl accentuates, but at least I can be proud of the nifty jewellery, most of which is, again, really cheap imitations! Only the shoulder brooches and the wolfshead brooch in the chains are real silver. The Kalevala Koru earrings belong to Kerttu, who kindly switched with my smaller version of the same design. The dress is dark-blue wool, the heavy wool chiton-dress a lengthened version of the one in the Jofrit picture, and they nearly baked me in the midsummer heat! I'm also wearing a linen undergown, and the veil is a linen mix. Fantasy elements, again, include the veil trim and the silk apron.

The game was great fun, as I had participated in the first run as another character, but also stressful, with the pressure to keep everything running smoothly and be absolutely impressive while doing it. Picture by Nino, as usual (I lightened the small version a bit). Here you can see Kerttu, who played my daughter, wearing my green silk-wool-mix chiton-dress and my older silk apron (so we matched).

The miqmac chieftain's wife at "Savujen lahti" ("Bay of Smoke">, by Juho Lindman et al. (a huge team of Greywolves), August 2005. Interesting game - two nights living the life of native Americans meeting with Vikings in the eleventh century. I managed to wear the wig through all of it (French braids and lots of hairpins is the secret), but the makeup took some work every morning, as no makeup lasts through the smoke and heat of open-fire cooking. The dress is a quick mishmash of leather and vaguely appropriate trim.

This is only a small cut of a bigger picture, as I haven't had the opportunity to ask anyone else about being included, and I'm not sure who took this one, either.

Bey Hurra-Zi bint Mirlah-Zi al-Mirtab-Rashad, a highborn lady from the (exiled) court of a matriarchal pseudo-Arabian-Nights planet. "Four Colors", August 2005, by Mike Pohjola. A sci-fi game of pulp adventures, smuggling and movies, where our group had great fun, setting up our bazaar and being as foreign and exotic as possible. This picture is actually taken this May, at a friend's birthday party where I wore the costume.

I'm wearing Kawa's white silk-linen hakama, the old red silk gauze dress (see other events), a cropped top of gold-embroidered red silk from the UFF second-hand sales, and a velvet coat that my aunt brought home from Saudi-Arabia and my cousin Tommi exchanged for the hour-and-a-half pseudo-Roman tunic of blue silk (see costumes for others). The white veil is actually a silver-embroidered skirt found - again - at the UFF sales and taken apart; the face veil is cut from an old silk shirt of mine that was already ripped beyond use, the turban some stuff from my fabrics stash. The shoes are ankle boots of soft red suede, found at a fleamarket for practically nothing.

It was fun being mysterious and imposing for a while (and matriarchy was an interesting twist)! I'd love to see more of that game world and return to our group dynamic.

Ariadwen, Countess of Bath, in "Avalon 5", December 2005, by Teemu Rantanen, Jonna Kangas et al., another very successful game of pure political negotiations in the Avalon campaign. This is the preliminary version of my silk bliaut's current incarnation - the neckline decoration is now twice as wide as it was here, and it sits better, too. The dark-blue bands with pearl and spiral embroidery are from an Indian tunic bought second-hand from UFF sales. The belt is the old one from the summer of "Siamin tytöt" (see other events), the hair is another black wig. Picture by Nino, again.

Wanda Firve, Countess of Firve and now Countess of Filanea, at "Calbourne IV", February 2006, by Laura Airaksinen et al., a game of pure politics (again, and again not bad!) in the Calbourne campaign. I'm borrowing Heli M's blue velvet giornea, which is why there's rather too much shirt and bosom showing (she's much smaller than I am - or was then!). The silk of the detachable sleeves is from another Indian dress bought second-hand from UFF sales. They are lined with dark blue satin, and open at intervals at the back seam. The white-and-silver brocade giornea is a remake into the appropriately flaring shape from Ripa's Japanese tabard (from the groom outfit for Domus IV, which can be seen on Juho for T'ien Ming in the section of costumes for others). It is fully lined with purple satin, and is open both at sides and front. The belt is a quick affair out of black-and-silver trim and gold lamé, and is completely wrong for this late-1400s Florentine style, but I forgot to pack a more proper belt.

The big picture by Nino shows the rest of the family: aging husband Belor, (former) chief of the armies (Juho Lindman) and up-and-coming son Mat, bodyguard to the Queen (Joonas Heino). There's one more of me, sitting down after the game.

Lisa Silmu, a successful and unscrupulous businesswoman, at "Rikos Kannattaa", by PT et al., a game in an imaginary (harder, grittier) criminal underworld to Helsinki. I had a great time, despite or because of my character being in lots of trouble. The wig was on loan from Jaana-Mari, and I absolutely loved it! The rest of the costume is from my own closets, plus some flashy rings that were cheap costume jewellery. Picture by Samuli Airaksinen.

P.S. The pictures that already are on my regular pages are:

  • Front page: Corona Kawa of Domus, in a dance performance at Ropecon 2002. The dance wasn't as prepared as I had wanted to, but this picture, by Jarno "Whooops" Ahlström, manages to capture the essence of the duality, and the conflict caused by that duality, that made Kawa such a dear character to me.
  • Welcome page: "Firebird" aka Sally Jo Hopkins, a young, eager super-heroine in the Colors campaign by Dare Talvitie. Easily one of the top five characters I've ever played, and I love the picture, too. It was taken and manipulated in 1997 for the first game of the campaign, by Risto Paalanen.
  • Diary frontpage: Elena Maruvius, merchant's-daughter-cum-rebel-cum-mystic-novice (HA!) from Myrskyn aika, in the original campaign by Mike and Jami that gave rise to the book. To my eternal pride, Elena is a (negligent, but still) NPC in the book. The picture was taken by Jami Jokinen in December, 2000 or '01 (in MA VIII, anyway).
  • Scribblings frontpage: A very, very wet and tired GM/Caladnei the Royal Mage of Cormyr after Faerun III. Picture by Nino Hynninen; I like the way it captures the moment (and flatters me by the soft focus, too).

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